sometimes i feel like a bad mom....

So why is it that sometimes i feel like a bad mom?i try to be a good mom,i do..but i guess i really could try harder ya know..i'm full of excuses,lol...i'm tired,overwhelmed,frustrated,sick,need space...but i guess i have to set that all aside!:)munchkins come first..and me second.which is not a bad thing at all.just hard to do sometimes,lol.
take this morning for instance.chloe wakes up on her own at like 5:56am.so thats good,i dont have to pry her outta bed 15 minutes before the bus gets here!:)so she starts out in a good mood.which is rare,lol.well she's eating rice,and says "my teeth hurt".so i say,"i'm sorry..maybe you should stop eating the rice and go brush your teeth?"..so she starts to cry,and has a fit...so we go into this whole thing where i'm like you need to listen.i know your teeth hurt,whe're working on getting them fixed,i will call today,so she says "no!.i dont wanna go to the dentist!....so i say"you have to.its go to the dentist and get them fixed,or they will keep hurting chloe!"...she doesnt take it well.....what am i to do?i'm so frustrated...i just want a happy healthy lil girl.she has this attitude like she has it so rough in life,lol..i'm like you have no idea lil girly,you got it good!lol:)oh well these are the days of my life!more "fun" days to come,stand by......<><

my crazy,beautiful,silly,funny,sometimes tiring munchkins!:)

burn we found off of Redwood hwy..cool!

more pics,warning IMG heavy!:)

good morning,so here's a few pics i've taken.next is pics of a burn we found,and some of my munchkins that i love!:)hope you enjoy..wanna know what i'm dreaming of right now!?coffee!!!i need some!lol

pics i've taken...

Dear husband took the "luvstump" one:)

MY KIDDOS(just a bit ago!)

good morning,so here i am again,wee hours of the morning...drinking coffee and playing around on the computer.some think its crazy i dont sleep as late as the kiddos..but i think i'll GO CRAZY if i do!lol..this is my time.its quiet,i think,i imagine,create,i ponder,and breath.its my way of gearing up for the day to come...i sip my coffee just enjoying the smoothness and warmth..it is my friend!:)so anyways here are some photos i have taken that i love!:)

Hilo Fellow bloggers:)

well i guess i'm venturing into the world of blogging:)so here goes.i write how i write,and i'm "me" all the time.i love my husband and kiddos,all 4 of them(yes..i said 4!).and i love Jesus!He is always there and has gotten me thru it all!All praise and worship to you!:)more later i hear the lil ones waking up from a night of sweet rest and slumber..me on the other had had a rather "rough" night.but more about that later.....tootles~