~My new shop!:)

so i'm excited!:)i finally started stocking my new shop>...http://hyenacart.com/FairyMamaPixieBaby/

please check it out if you'd like~

it's slightly more confusing to set up,etc than Etsy to me..but i really like HyenaCart,and i think i'll draw more attention there with my products,as it revolves around natural living,as do my products!:)i really really feel like this is my "thing"..i've wanted to have a funky,unique shop as long as i can remember..but there's no way i can have one in "Real Life"!lol....so this is my way of living my dream..hopefully sales will pickup again so i can reap some of the benefits..lol:)

True Friend~

~*~True Friend~*~

Written by:Naomi M. 11/2/08~

we are one and the same,
our love will never fade,
its a bright burning flame,
meant to be,
always and forever,
side by side,
we walk thru this life,
started so young,
but our decision never waivered,
there's only one true love out there,
Thank you Jesus!...
i've found my lifelong best friend,
i want to take my last breath beside this one:)
what are we together?
Jesus-loving,
Husband,
Wife,
Daddy,
Mommy,
independant,
supporting,
loving,
encouraging,
believing,
strong,
brave,
hardworking,
diligent,
crazy,
funny,
real,
stubborn,
its really just begun,
so much more to come,
oh the joys,
the trials,
the triumphs,
smiles,tears,
birth,pitter patter of lil feet,graduation,marriage,grandbabies,happiness,death,Heaven,
this is the life we have ahead,
i only want it with you,
no other will do!

its raining:)

its raining:)YAY!smells so good.i wish i could just stand out in it...while it falls down on me,running down my body..while it washes away my pain,worries,fears,burdens....then i would feel refreshed and renewed!:)i need to be renewed..i feel weary,older then my body really is.why is that?any insight?is it my attitude,or something real?who knows,maybe i never will...

sometimes i feel like a bad mom....

So why is it that sometimes i feel like a bad mom?i try to be a good mom,i do..but i guess i really could try harder ya know..i'm full of excuses,lol...i'm tired,overwhelmed,frustrated,sick,need space...but i guess i have to set that all aside!:)munchkins come first..and me second.which is not a bad thing at all.just hard to do sometimes,lol.
take this morning for instance.chloe wakes up on her own at like 5:56am.so thats good,i dont have to pry her outta bed 15 minutes before the bus gets here!:)so she starts out in a good mood.which is rare,lol.well she's eating rice,and says "my teeth hurt".so i say,"i'm sorry..maybe you should stop eating the rice and go brush your teeth?"..so she starts to cry,and has a fit...so we go into this whole thing where i'm like you need to listen.i know your teeth hurt,whe're working on getting them fixed,i will call today,so she says "no!.i dont wanna go to the dentist!....so i say"you have to.its go to the dentist and get them fixed,or they will keep hurting chloe!"...she doesnt take it well.....what am i to do?i'm so frustrated...i just want a happy healthy lil girl.she has this attitude like she has it so rough in life,lol..i'm like you have no idea lil girly,you got it good!lol:)oh well these are the days of my life!more "fun" days to come,stand by......<><

my crazy,beautiful,silly,funny,sometimes tiring munchkins!:)

burn we found off of Redwood hwy..cool!

more pics,warning IMG heavy!:)

good morning,so here's a few pics i've taken.next is pics of a burn we found,and some of my munchkins that i love!:)hope you enjoy..wanna know what i'm dreaming of right now!?coffee!!!i need some!lol

pics i've taken...

Dear husband took the "luvstump" one:)

MY KIDDOS(just a bit ago!)

good morning,so here i am again,wee hours of the morning...drinking coffee and playing around on the computer.some think its crazy i dont sleep as late as the kiddos..but i think i'll GO CRAZY if i do!lol..this is my time.its quiet,i think,i imagine,create,i ponder,and breath.its my way of gearing up for the day to come...i sip my coffee just enjoying the smoothness and warmth..it is my friend!:)so anyways here are some photos i have taken that i love!:)

Hilo Fellow bloggers:)

well i guess i'm venturing into the world of blogging:)so here goes.i write how i write,and i'm "me" all the time.i love my husband and kiddos,all 4 of them(yes..i said 4!).and i love Jesus!He is always there and has gotten me thru it all!All praise and worship to you!:)more later i hear the lil ones waking up from a night of sweet rest and slumber..me on the other had had a rather "rough" night.but more about that later.....tootles~